I'm stressed...and not happy about it

And it's Valentine's Day on top of that.  I will just say one thing: it seems like everyone else either 

a) has a boyfriend 

b) is engaged 

c) is a newlywed 

d) or hasn't lost their camera card, like I have.

Ok, so the last one didn't tie in w/ the Valentine's theme I had going there.  

But it's officially true: 

I can't find my camera card!!! And I'm kind of freaking out about it because I have a huge choir concert this weekend and I need my camera to take pics for my 4-H project and I've looked through all my bags, backpacks and purses twice!!!  

So what am I going to do?

Well, to start off, the day isn't my favorite because:

I don't have a boyfriend.

I know a boy isn't everything, I've heard it all before.

But it still would be nice to have a "significant other."

Especially since prom is coming up in a few months, I'm a senior,

I've never gone to one before, and I really want to go.

I know it's not the most important thing, but I want to experience it.

That's beside the point.

On top of everything, I have a ton of homework to do before Friday

because we're leaving really, super early the next morning (on Friday).

And here I am, writing a blog post.

How bad is that?

And I have a piano lesson on Thursday that I have to practice for,

I have Awanas tomorrow night,

Mom and I might observe court tomorrow morning,

I have a ton of English to do.

I have to cook my own supper tonight because Mom and Dad are out on a date - <3

I really wanted to take pictures of 

my plant that Dad gave me yesterday for Valentine's Day (I do have someone who loves me! :)

And we got our dresses for Show Choir today and I wanted to show you 

pictures of it, and I don't have my camera card!!!!

Ok, so I'll be done now, because I know it must be pretty boring to read a whole, long post of just words...

Sorry.

I guess I'm just stressing out.

And not just a little bit either.

Oh, well...

I'm headed downstairs to practice piano, listen to my music for this weekend, make supper and 

try to accomplish my mountains of homework before tomorrow night.

And be in bed before 10:30pm.

Did I forget to mention that I still have to do laundry?

Call me lazy or whatever...

I don't mind.

Goodnight.

Happy Valentine's Day...
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

p.s Sorry that I seem so grumpy tonight...not a really good post to leave on here for a few days...I guess I just am really frustrated w/ myself about a lot of things...like not being disciplined enough, deciding whether I should do this or just keep a journal, and beating myself up over not getting things done when I should.  I guess I could just delete this post in the morning...not like it really matters much...I'll stop now, because I'm just rambling.  Goodnight!!

Rachel